Sunday, March 15, 2009

i believe i would want to post this today while listening to Kenji's hits, because is a now or never thing. ha....

i was flipping through fashion's magazine and dawned upon me that majority of the fashion designers are males. how come this scene? women are the one wearing the clothes, shouldn't we be the best and be the one to fully understand what is nice what is not? what is suitable what is not? what is comfortable what is not? but how come there is this scene of males fashion designers? i am puzzled and keep on thinking and thinking. wonder if anyone have thought of this question before. my only answer to myself will be, women will not be objective enough while designing. they will only design things that are suitable for them, therefore they are always stuck in this small like circle of their and yet to break through. women just want to design clothes that are wearable for them, look nice on them but this theory of theirs may not apply to every single one outside. probably that's why they are always hidden somewhere in the corner waiting to walk out of the circle. 
while i was reading through the magazine, they were featuring New York Fashion Week with all the various runways that was around. i was asking myself, when will i be able to step into on of the runways. there are a couple brand that i want to look at. Chole, Jil Sander, Celine and all dressed up. but it seems like a never reaching dream for me. but at least i have this dream.

probably, i should touch alittle on relationship? my point of view after hearing couple of things around me. it is interesting how fate brings two people together. i remember, once i said that "did it occur to you that you might have met your other half earlier, probably walked passed each other, or at the same place and time but dint know of each other presence." that's why is amazing how 2 people come together and have the patience and love to understand and love each other. then again, can anybody explain love? i know i can't until i met one. no one can clearly explain how things started and how it ended. it just seems like it always happen for a reason. relationship is all about giving and taking, loving and caring. knowing when to give and when to take. perhaps in every stage, mindset will be different. and in every relationship, the percentage of love given out will be different too.....

Friday, March 13, 2009

1.愛太痛 (新歌)詞/曲:吳克群

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都說這 不過失戀
但我卻連呼吸都膽怯

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把愛割捨

我不能睡~


吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠


能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我不能夠

不能夠 不愛了

能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了

能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了

我不能夠

不能夠 不愛了

吃不能吃 睡不能睡



2.傻瓜 (新歌)
作詞:吳克群 作曲:吳克群 編曲:周恆毅

其實他做的壞事我們都懂 沒有什麼不同
眼光閃爍 曖昧流動 閉上眼當作聽說

其實別人的招數我們都懂 沒有什麼不同
故作軟弱 撒嬌害羞 只是有一點彆扭

傻瓜也許單純的多
愛得沒那麼做作 愛上了我不保留

傻瓜 我們都一樣 被愛情傷了又傷
相信這個他不一樣 卻又再一次受傷

傻瓜 我們都一樣 受了傷卻不投降
相信付出會有代價 代價只是一句傻瓜




3.不屑紀念
作詞:吳克群 作曲:吳克群

十月十八我生日這一天 蠟燭熄滅後浮現你的臉
你說祝我生日快樂 但還有話掛在嘴邊

你說你身邊多了一個他 之後傷人的話你不想講
你說你會懷念或紀念 謝謝妳 我該說聲感謝

我不屑 紀念 這一天 我們分別
我不屑 懷念 你的嘴 喊著抱歉
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺 一點殘缺

十月十八我生日這一天 蠟燭熄滅後浮現你的臉
你說祝我生日快樂 但還有話你掛在嘴邊

你說你身邊多了一個他 之後傷人的話你不想講
你說你會懷念或紀念 謝謝妳 我該說聲感謝

我不屑 紀念 這一天 我們分別
我不屑 懷念 你的臉 欲止又言

我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺

我不屑 紀念 這一天 我們分別
我不屑 懷念 你的嘴 喊著抱歉
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺 一點殘缺

我不屑 紀念 這一天 我們分別
我不屑 懷念 你的臉 欲止又言
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺

我不屑 紀念 這一天 我們分別
我不屑 懷念 你的嘴 喊著抱歉
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺

忘了說 抱歉的是我才對



4.越愛越難過
作詞:吳克群 作曲:吳克群

說 說你為什麼 為什麼要走 說你為何要分手
別拖 求你別軟弱 求你說出口 分手的理由

但你卻 拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼時候
如果要走卻又為何停留
請你別 拖 拖 拖 大聲的說出口
請你要痛就痛給我個快活

如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠
如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
多麼痛 多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do

說 說你為什麼 為什麼要走 說你為何要分手
別拖 求你別軟弱 求你說出口 分手的理由

但你還 拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼時候
如果要走卻又為何停留

請你別 拖 拖 拖 大聲的說出口
請你要痛就痛給我個快活

如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠
如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
多麼痛 多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

然後連話都不說 繼續沉默
連朋友都沒的作 為了什麼
然後跟別人說你其實還是愛我
就算了吧 壞人我來作

如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠
如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後
多麼的痛 多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do



isn't he just too talented!! same as me, a libra. like him!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

i believe i lost it.... 

i lost the drive to work, lost the motivation to improve myself. Now, it seems like i am nobody anymore. how come, this kind of feelings comes and goes? interesting. some months back, i was still driven to work hard but it seems like all has died. it could be the bad global gloomy news affecting or it may be otherwise. a news article, reported that many in their late 20s and early 40s seek consultation as they are suffering from depression from the global recession economy. imagine falling from the top to nothing, that is quite a tough hurdle to overcome. be it mentally or physically. you have to keep telling yourself that you are capable and have the ability to work, however, global economy is the killer, leaving many jobless. this are very sad cases that humans are suffering from depression and out of job. overcoming and wining the battle should be the mission statement all of us should look forward to. if everyone was to turn in despair, what will the world becomes? Nothing! Zero! 

recently, i have started writing my diary that  neglected for a good whole year. it isnt a daily entry kinda of stuffs, but to keep me reminded of things. suddenly, i felt as if i lost all my feelings. feelings to love ( friends & family ), feeling to be touched, feeling that ... just simple lost all my feelings. perhaps, i have got the "there are no friends in this world" syndrome. i think there is a high possibility.  i tend not to treasure friends that much and can do or do without them. Oh God! but perhaps, i am learning to depend on myself and not others? because in this world, there is no one else you could trust but only you yourself. 

And again, this time of the year, i am saying it again, i want to leave. i want to venture. i want to look out. i want to do things i like. i want to have my favorite things surrounding me. i want... i want... alright, whatever. 

Recently, i am so into listening to Kenji Wu's Song. i shall post an entry with all his songs lyrics. talented man! cool boy!