sometimes i wish to just be able to excel on the job i love.

oright, in one shot,

Happy New Year,

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year,

Happy Valentine!

Is New Year being created to mark the end of the year or the start of the new year?

Is Valentine day being created to let lonely people feels miserable?

why the hell are festival and special days being created?

seriously speaking, why is Valentine Day being created to just show the world how lovely and how loving couple are? i sometimes don see a point, is it because of i'm single. but thinking through, i doubt so. i think if a couple really loves each other, everyday will be a valentine day for them. why must there be a valentine day to feel being loved? why can't everyday be a valentine day? i just don't see the point of this special day created for anything. ha! -point of view-

chinese new year. this year i go stylish, this year i go modernish, this year i go boyish, this year i am another year. this year i mingle well with the kids. they are all so cute cute cute. so lovely. always love the first day of lunar year. cos that's when the catching up time. i had relatives asking me when i am getting married? gosh! how old do i really look? maybe another 20 years time. ha! but the kids were really really cute. esp this handsome small lad, gona upload the pictures once i received it. he is so lovable and adorable.

i guess is really time to let go of any feelings and feel numb again. happy with life now except for one thing, i really really really wanna do things i like and i think i can excel and i think no matter how much time i put on the thing i wanna do i will still enjoy my life.

goodness, alot of people say that i changed,but i don't see that in me. how did i change? bestie say i change in my style, but i guess more or less my character change somehow. surroundings and situation forced me to change. people and irritating business show me the needs to change. advise and confusion allow me to fall in the trap. ya, somehow i think i did. i am not going to go with my passion, however choosing the secondary to it. people money really means alot. have i become so money minded. i didn't however i see the power of money. this season i am in love with : "Valentino Maison Bag" love it so much but i could never afford it. my passion is so pricey that i have to let it go. people have been stepping hard on my dreams forcing me to let it free. from all this incident , i realize people can't have much control in things they love. cos not everything will fall nicely the way you want. i am too tired to see the reality and hear the truth. i seriously think i am so much suitable to be a nursery childcare teacher. cos, all the kids are so naive . they know nothing about lying, bout betraying, they just know nuts about how to be a bad person. that's why kids are so adorable. things have changed so much in my life. but i don't see it getting better. alright, enough of those unhappy stuffs. i have got plenty of pictures to show in a go. however, i still got so many things to see too. but let's just put it aside...