i am here again. ha! i am just too bored. it was interesting. i spent 2 hours browsing through the friendster and came upon many of my Seconday school seniors, juniors and one of my neighbour. yea, my neighbour studied the same secondary school as me. he was a pretty cute boy at that time, while his brother is a handsome guy! since, i moved house 5 years ago, totally lost touched. just then, memories strike. still remember the times when i am still at my old house. my neighbour have to walk pass my house everytime, cos they lived beside me. so, whenever any of their family members walked pass, me and my brother will greet them. even, we are in the middle of a show, they walked passed, we will :" aunty, uncle, 大姐, 二姐,phillip kor, ah john kor" thinking better, it was pretty funny. i always drop by their house to play, that was when i was so young. really young. my neighbour anuty used to take care of me and my brother. she is a very nice lady, so does her husband. they are a very nice family, so are their children. they are very nice neighbour to be. one of the sad reason that i hate to move house, is hate to lose such nice neighbour. i wish i could just see them out along the road, or my family would get invited for any of their children's wedding. *thick-skinned* but they are my nice neighbours!

then, browsing browsing, i came upon a senior whom i have a crush on during school times. can't deny that he is still as handsome as before. ha! hmm, his looks never changed. is funny while looking through the profile, cos all the stupid acts that i did came back into my mind. God! those was extremely shameless. ha! don't even wanna think about it. but,it funny. can't stop laughin at my acts!
friendster is interesting isn't it? they can link you up to your long lost friend, long lost neighbour, long lost lover and your long lost enemy. interesting. hope to see all my long lost friendster soon!

soon, i am going back to my mummy's hometown. is the time when i guess i get to relax. i would be pamper there. cos,living there. it a super slow pace hometown. simple people with simple lifestyle. sometimes is nice to take a walk down the simple hometown. then u might realise that you are still alive. no pressure for the sake of living. time passes slowly while you are enjoying the life. it might be a good getaway, but serious speaking, it won't be a nice place for forever staying. time to getaway.
i hope i will come back brand new me. a brand new memories. like i said, i might already know it's simplicity. cos, it has always been me whom never open up my eyes to have a clearer picture. stuck deep down in the hole for long, it's time i learn to stand up and climb out of the hole. if, not i would just die down there. i must be strong, don't i? yes, i must be! let's be strong! go! go! go!

it was difficult; when i close my eyes'
i thought i could make it simpler; when i washed my eyes'
but, i might already see the simplicity of it; when i finally opened my eyes'
wishing i could get out from the difficulties to see the simplicity of it;'