great, i got myself stuck with korean fantasy...haha..from japan to taiwan to korea...i sway with the wind...i go with the crowd... i follow my feelings...
finally, 1 long awaiting month has passed for attachment..is pretty unbearable have to wake up freaking early when my brain isnt functioning.... knockin off work at 6 plus.. the worst part is the coldness is gona dry up my skin and lips...when i return to school, al my face are filled with dry skin...eeeekkkk.....
will i regret if i stop now? i have been thinking...why should i go back if everytime, i have to drag myself back to training... every mon and thur,i have to drag myself to training..i even hope that it rains as big as possible...draggin myself to training is consider bad when last time i am so enthu towards training...even raining also have to go..but now...do i really want to play netball? i seriously cant find the answer...
honestly, for such a simple problem i cant even solve, then how am i suppose to find my way out the place i want to go...
will there be any future? should i go on holding to it? or i have been thinking too much?
anyway, i realise the meaning of being happy when u see people u like happy...maybe this might be easier said than done..not in real life...but i am happy when i see both celebs i like being a couple...felt so happy for them...maybe i feel happy for them is because, i want them to be together...seeing them together is also what i wish for, thats why i am happy... is this saying correct?
anyway, i don want to think so much, but there are so many things kept inside my mind....
how can things change? was it i who change?
maybe.....
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