what is my life to be...

what is my life to be if i were 'this'?, what is my life to be if i were 'that'?

what will turn out if i have a different life?

i am always thinking alot..thinking too much..i read too much into something..it may jus be a very simple thing but i can read deep into it...and make myself difficult and miserable...i shouldnt care so much and do what i jus want to do..is a fate that we can be friends..and we must treasure this friendship we have...

like one of my friend says, "just don seem to understand what human are thinking"...
true...is hard to read into people's mind..cos people nowadays arent as navie and as innocent like people in older times...people in modern times tend to have alot of their own thinkings and motive of doing something.. i believe this...

yesterday i was watchin a taiwan news.. it reports about a woman have "16" different characters inside herself... she have "16" kids living inside her as well... i may believe people have 2 faces...but this woman have "16"!! thats 8 times more than a normal person..it because when she is young she suffer from some problems..is kinda of poor thing..she is brave to live with all 16 different faces...is can seems scary but is special..i guess the bravest is the husband..cos he is constantly livin with 16 different people..no one knows when she will turn into another character...


i am stronger now....