illusionarch...

woo..its been awhile since i blog..and i have once again changed my blogskin...wonder how u guys think?

too many things have happen in my life...too many changes keep goin around me..too many past hunting me...too many future that i cant keep up...

yupz..indeed, world keep turing and turnin.. it seems that i still stood there motionless.. many things always went through my mind but i shut it off soon after i feel i went too far.. cos dreaming is never a reality..i know alot of things cant changed..somethin i think that certain choicecs we made bring us to where we are,who we are.. thats why we often wonder IF only...IF...the important word..people really born with different life..often i wonder, actually i have a good life... but always when i think of people that are better than me..i felt worse..so somethin no use comparing right? is it that i am not hardworkin enough or am i jus choosin the wrong path? but sometimes if i never choose this path, i wouldnt have known cher and jiayi..cos they are the person that become important friends in my life...thats the only happy thing i have gain from this path..
but things are easier said..why are we so close now? why are we so good..cos we have been doin the same thing together...i wonder when we graduate will we stil be this close..which i seriously hope we will...cos my feelings for them are deep..hahahhahhahaa...