Saturday, December 31, 2005

the last day of my life

woo...the last day of 2005 is to be TML!! wahz...i have been repeatin sayin that time passed very fast..yupz..indeed it passed very fast..another year of my life has gone..what have i got? nothin but jus two dearest friends... seriously..2005 has been quite a smooth year to be..although there are ups and downs along the path but i manage to overcome it..love my friends..but yet i still feel that i acheive nothin..simply nothing...but it seems like this year there isnt anything special or big to celebrate about..it yet another new year begins..yupz..thats it...nothing to be overjoy about..nothin to celebrate about..but in fact i will be meetin lulu and maggie..heheh..hurray..lookin forward to meeting them although we often met up..hehehe...

wishes for next year..
*hope what i wish for come true
*hope everybody is healthy
*hope cher and jiayi will be happy
*hope our friendship will be everlasting
*hope special things happen
*hope i will have a good attachment
*hope we have more laughters and fun together
*hope everythin goes smoothly for me
*hope i will pass my drivin test
*hope for everythin that's the best

yupz..i am greedy indeed cos i want everythin good happen to me...yeah...always havin alot of principle to say..but this time i make it an exceptional..nothin big nothin logical nothin expressive to share...but jus to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Merry Christmas!!!

hey...times passed so fast....it is yet another year i have to bid goodbye and wish the best for a new coming year...wooo....okie...let me wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year...
specially merry christmas to my Lulu and Maggie...stupid maggie dumped the both of us and went taiwan to celebrate christmas... :( jealous and envy her....but she promise to get us somethin from taiwan..right my maggie?? hahhaha...i shall forgive her on the sake of the presents right? hahahha...

so fast 2005 is ending and 2006 is reachin...seriously so fast cant believe it...it always seems like last year i just had countdown..las year countdown was a sad and not very fun one...cos things happen...hahha...but anyway...it has been a year i knew mj and victor they all..been two years since i am in love with lulu and maggie...it has been 7 years i know luo they all..wahz...interesting ah...this 2005 year...alot of ups and downs..but i am always happy with maggie and lulu..hahahha...busy with alot of thigns....some drifted apart...some never contact..but will try my best...hahah...oh ya try my best... this was the phrase kenny and ah hua always uyse when i first know them...hahha..so funny..wahz.time pass so fast...

i have stopped been so stubbornly wanting to go back to secondary school...cos i loved the company of lulu and maggie...memories are meant to be kept...i have some beautiful memories in my mind...but also have terrible memories that i wouldnt want to be remind of...but no choice cant choose to keep the memories i want...have started to be lose of words at alot of times...includin writin endin speech for 2005...
write wishes? but my wishes never come true....i also don know what i should really write to end this 2005...but i could say that this 2005, my mood and feeling never had much change...have always been me...
but my attitude change alot...i have became more evil...those ppl that i don know..i wont even look or smile at them...and sometimes mywords are alittle blunt...which last time i wouldnt do all this...hahahah..i also have no idea why i am like that now? i can jus don care about ppl around me if i don know them...don know..feel the change...as i did say alot of times..
people change...in every period of life people bound to change..jsu have to accept it...arhg...i don know what i should wirte..

jus wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR...

three cheers for L.A.M (lulu.alba.maggie)
yeah...hope we will have a everlasting friendship....realy hope we will...and
hope everyone be healthy and good luck!!!
take care ppl....

Friday, December 09, 2005

Shopping Queens....

woo..shoppin queens...it has been long since i could once shop like crazy.. Shoppin doesnt means buyin alot of things..but jus to satisfy myself... my yearning for window shoppin...my yearning for lettin myself off..my yearning for relaxation.. and i found a good companion for shopping...we both have the similar style...but sometime different taste...we are honest about each other choices..we can walk and walk non-stop...i don dare ask, she help me.. she don dare, i help her...isnt that cool? my good shoppin partner..my Fren..Jiayi...
supposedly,got another Hum Jin Pang..but she dumped us again...hahhahah...
looks like my life revolved around my two friends now... we also do things together..i mean i'm not tryin to boost how good my friends are...but sometimes i will stop and wonder, if i never met them, what would i be now? alot of IFs again..but lucky i still met them..hehe...Thank you my friends..

and on thur, there is a 2 hours on-house drinks at strabucks..the main purpose was to help salvation army to raise money...so while we givin drinks, the salvation army will be there hopin for kind souls to donate... it was fun for us parnters to have fun while doin drinks and everythin..is definitely a good experience for me to see different kind of people..there is this kind lady..she waited for very long for her drinks...she never get angry or frustrated...but instead when i finally passed her the drink, i apologised..but she say" is fine, thanks alot, and merry christmas to you" at that point i felt so appreciated...cos there are customer who will appreciate what starbucks offer to them and they wont grumble and waited patiently for the drinkd.. Three claps for them..

different people living different lifes..some go different paths..like i said before.. but why can people led so different life..jus for example, i also compare the wealthy andwell-off people with myself,and i will tend to see how pathetic i am..but why i never think of those unnfortunate..they might be 10 times worse than me....so i should also appreciate with what i have now and living happily...
so fast i have lived for 19 years of my life...ten years down the road i will thin back again..times files so fast...so scary...but i hope everyone will be healthy and i will be with jiayi and cher ....hahahha..YEAH!!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

illusionarch...

woo..its been awhile since i blog..and i have once again changed my blogskin...wonder how u guys think?

too many things have happen in my life...too many changes keep goin around me..too many past hunting me...too many future that i cant keep up...

yupz..indeed, world keep turing and turnin.. it seems that i still stood there motionless.. many things always went through my mind but i shut it off soon after i feel i went too far.. cos dreaming is never a reality..i know alot of things cant changed..somethin i think that certain choicecs we made bring us to where we are,who we are.. thats why we often wonder IF only...IF...the important word..people really born with different life..often i wonder, actually i have a good life... but always when i think of people that are better than me..i felt worse..so somethin no use comparing right? is it that i am not hardworkin enough or am i jus choosin the wrong path? but sometimes if i never choose this path, i wouldnt have known cher and jiayi..cos they are the person that become important friends in my life...thats the only happy thing i have gain from this path..
but things are easier said..why are we so close now? why are we so good..cos we have been doin the same thing together...i wonder when we graduate will we stil be this close..which i seriously hope we will...cos my feelings for them are deep..hahahhahhahaa...