Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Had a bad stomach

obviously when someone is sick,she tends to feel weak..but do they also feel more emotional than usual? i don know bout others..but i feel so...i realise that whenever i am sick, i wil feel more emotional than normal..i could shed tears easily and have more emotions and feelings for one particular event or things...i don understand why...

sometimes i wonder, is it that i look down on guys over being emotional??
cos guys hardly shows their emotions out..so sometimes i would feel that they are emtionless, don bother bout alot of things...but maybe some arent like that..cos yesterday i happen to be listening to Yes 933 FM... then i came upon this programme..this guy phone and wanted to dedicate songs to his friends..then he mention his two best friends...the way he says it, is like how excatly a girlfriends would feel for their girlfriends..cos u could hardly express their feelings...then he went on to dedicate to his Sec 4 classmates...when he felt very sad for being this is their last year and they will be parted...then i suddenly felt that two years back i was in his shoes too..feeling very sad to be parted with my classmates for 5 years..and the bond is there...mostly i could hear complain from girls for being sad to be leaving sec sch..i never heard anythin from the guys..so i thought they are cool about it...but this dedicator made me realise that, guys arent emotionless they are jus better in hiding their emotions..while girls prefer to let their emotions seen....


soon enough, one more year down the road, i have to decidee my path for my future...hard decision..but, who knows what will come for me...haven throughly thought bout this question but has always been in my mind.......

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