hey...it has been a long time since i blog...hahha....cos since sch starts i have been having a busy week.. everyday there are many things in my mind that i wish to say and wish to voicec out..but too busy to note it down..now i have this little time to blog but i totally have no idea what i wanted to say for the past few weeks...too many things i want to say but i forget..
okie, i remember the recent thing that i want to mention.. i realise i have become to a very bad person..keep talking about people's bad point..laughin at other people...pin pointing our poeple's weakness...thinkin about all the bad things..i also have no idea why or when i start becomin like that...maybe if i say out, is different..but me myself feel it ...so terrible..hope this will be just for a short period of time...
school term have been busy..excited about gettin a car license, excited about my attachment cos it wil last for the whole sems...excited about the FYP finally hopefully the threesome (me,cher andjiayi) can work together again...excited about graduation trips...cher me and jiayi planin...savin hard...excited abuot many things...but everythin will fall out of places once all this things end...that time i will have to start thinkin when i want to go? what i wan tto do..my future..my carrer...my eveythin little thing...i am goin to be no small girl..i am goin to be mature lady...gosh..thinkin of that is terrible enough...hahhaha...but what to do..i am a person who thinks alot..hahhaa...
hope me ,cher andjiayi will have fun and be happy and work hard and pass and graduate all the way...yeah yeah yeah...hahhaha.l.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Had a bad stomach
obviously when someone is sick,she tends to feel weak..but do they also feel more emotional than usual? i don know bout others..but i feel so...i realise that whenever i am sick, i wil feel more emotional than normal..i could shed tears easily and have more emotions and feelings for one particular event or things...i don understand why...
sometimes i wonder, is it that i look down on guys over being emotional??
cos guys hardly shows their emotions out..so sometimes i would feel that they are emtionless, don bother bout alot of things...but maybe some arent like that..cos yesterday i happen to be listening to Yes 933 FM... then i came upon this programme..this guy phone and wanted to dedicate songs to his friends..then he mention his two best friends...the way he says it, is like how excatly a girlfriends would feel for their girlfriends..cos u could hardly express their feelings...then he went on to dedicate to his Sec 4 classmates...when he felt very sad for being this is their last year and they will be parted...then i suddenly felt that two years back i was in his shoes too..feeling very sad to be parted with my classmates for 5 years..and the bond is there...mostly i could hear complain from girls for being sad to be leaving sec sch..i never heard anythin from the guys..so i thought they are cool about it...but this dedicator made me realise that, guys arent emotionless they are jus better in hiding their emotions..while girls prefer to let their emotions seen....
soon enough, one more year down the road, i have to decidee my path for my future...hard decision..but, who knows what will come for me...haven throughly thought bout this question but has always been in my mind.......
sometimes i wonder, is it that i look down on guys over being emotional??
cos guys hardly shows their emotions out..so sometimes i would feel that they are emtionless, don bother bout alot of things...but maybe some arent like that..cos yesterday i happen to be listening to Yes 933 FM... then i came upon this programme..this guy phone and wanted to dedicate songs to his friends..then he mention his two best friends...the way he says it, is like how excatly a girlfriends would feel for their girlfriends..cos u could hardly express their feelings...then he went on to dedicate to his Sec 4 classmates...when he felt very sad for being this is their last year and they will be parted...then i suddenly felt that two years back i was in his shoes too..feeling very sad to be parted with my classmates for 5 years..and the bond is there...mostly i could hear complain from girls for being sad to be leaving sec sch..i never heard anythin from the guys..so i thought they are cool about it...but this dedicator made me realise that, guys arent emotionless they are jus better in hiding their emotions..while girls prefer to let their emotions seen....
soon enough, one more year down the road, i have to decidee my path for my future...hard decision..but, who knows what will come for me...haven throughly thought bout this question but has always been in my mind.......
Thursday, November 03, 2005
life is not a show
always hear people says "Life is like a movie"... but jus think back...is life really like a movie? and can it be? i don think so...or maybe some movie reflects some lifestyle some life facts but not entirely representing that it can be like a reality...
if that is so... how i wish my life could be like this actress,could be like that actress...how i wish this prince charmin will appear, that bad handsome will appear...how could this things jus happen? is it ridiculous...or should we say it vice versa...
"Life is Not like a movie but tryin hard to be like one?"
i think this is more like it isnt it? dont we always try hard to be someone we are not...always try hard to have the lifestyle jus like the movie had...try hard to be one in the movie..i think isnt this tirin to be someone u are not??
but this is jus lifde...movie cant be reality...only those u earn for are reality...nothin in this world is free...
and people always says that women thinks alot..this one i totally agree...mostly every women i know thinks alot...of cos thats includee me...but i guess i am someone who doesnt shows that i think deep into something..only people who are close to me can see that.. cos whenever women have womens talk we talk alot and shows that we think alot..
but guys are slower in terms of thinkings...but not all guys..some...are...but i also don understand why women thinks alot..maybe bcos they are worried...they have alot of things in mind..things that are simple become complicated when it get in touch with women...how i wish i can be a simple woman..
and recently i thought i grown up...and stop goin after idols..hmmmm.....BUT no..hahhaha...recently after watchin the Ou Xiang Ju ..- Er Mo Zai Shen Bian...i am deeply fallin in love with He Jun Xiang And Yanh Cheng Ling...wooo...i think they are both very good artise..and very good actors...with very good heart and character..and they are both very young...hahhaha....seriously...hahha..
if that is so... how i wish my life could be like this actress,could be like that actress...how i wish this prince charmin will appear, that bad handsome will appear...how could this things jus happen? is it ridiculous...or should we say it vice versa...
"Life is Not like a movie but tryin hard to be like one?"
i think this is more like it isnt it? dont we always try hard to be someone we are not...always try hard to have the lifestyle jus like the movie had...try hard to be one in the movie..i think isnt this tirin to be someone u are not??
but this is jus lifde...movie cant be reality...only those u earn for are reality...nothin in this world is free...
and people always says that women thinks alot..this one i totally agree...mostly every women i know thinks alot...of cos thats includee me...but i guess i am someone who doesnt shows that i think deep into something..only people who are close to me can see that.. cos whenever women have womens talk we talk alot and shows that we think alot..
but guys are slower in terms of thinkings...but not all guys..some...are...but i also don understand why women thinks alot..maybe bcos they are worried...they have alot of things in mind..things that are simple become complicated when it get in touch with women...how i wish i can be a simple woman..
and recently i thought i grown up...and stop goin after idols..hmmmm.....BUT no..hahhaha...recently after watchin the Ou Xiang Ju ..- Er Mo Zai Shen Bian...i am deeply fallin in love with He Jun Xiang And Yanh Cheng Ling...wooo...i think they are both very good artise..and very good actors...with very good heart and character..and they are both very young...hahhaha....seriously...hahha..
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