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hahha..thats many many many more...but none of it i figure out what i should do with it...too much things i have in mind...

i always grumbled bout not having alot of things in life...maybe alot of people thought i am a happy girl..wbut who really knows whether i am happy or not...i might be everyday cryin to sleep?? maybe i don talk when i am alone..maybe i ...too much maybe...someone said...dont say too many MAYBE...cos it means u regret alot of things in life...quite true..but no one can predicts future as well..who knows what will happen next...i also wanna know what will happen in my future..i don wanna be a nothin...i wanna be something..but i have to strive hard...

a story goes like this...
this chuubby little girl...have been growing day by day...goin thru nursery,primary school,secondary school,poly.... she never knows what the path ahead of her is...but she dreams everyday to be someone big..to earn alot of money...cos she realise it true sayin not all money can buy everythin,there is somethin money cannot buy...but reality showed her that money in fact can have alot of things..one whole family can get to travel every year,family can heal any healness(not all),family can to have comfy life,family need not worry much about money prolems..maybe she have the wrong thinkings...but sometimes reality was way too much cruel...although she wanted to excel in everythin in school...theres always things that she acnt do...she cant focus..she cant concentrate..she knows she either make it or failed it...she is worry of the outcome...everytines it occurs to be like that...everytime she hope to learn somethin that teach her how to live her life..what she should really strive for..and what are her goalds in life...she never knew the importancee of knowing goals in life..but now she truly understand..having goals in life are important...cos thats the things that keeps her movin towards it and strive hard to live her life...
moreover like any other girl...she also wish for fairytale romance...she knows is hard to come by...thats why she jus treat it as a child dream,..cos once again facts showed that things like that arent easy...

**story to be continued...** hahhaha...