wooo...haiz...feelin tired..although i am still up bloggin..suddenly doesnt have the mood to sleep..feelings emotional now..hahha...i remember when i was in sec sch if feelings emotional we always say feeling ah..so feelings.hahha..sometimes i do miss sec sch those innocent and unchallenging life and studies.. in poly so different..have to work so hard to become different...tiring isnt it..hhaha...always tryin so hard to prove that i can do it..to prove that i am interest ... to prove that i wanna do well...i am so tired...this week suppose to be my holiday week but i haven get any rest..not at all...one week isnt enough for me..i have to rush all my projects and study at the same time..i could only do that if i have 2 minds..but i only have 1..so i can only do 1 thing at 1 time..i cant do my project that study for test...haiz..and today is sort of wrap up for my filmin of short film..although it is the final wrap up but i dont have the feelings of it..not happy at all..maybe i am jus too tired to be happy...i don know..i am tired..i need a big rest..rest to relax...go somewhere where i wont be disturb and i could have freedom and i ndon know anyone there...i wanna go those place...haiz..

i am confused inside..i am weird insidee..i don know who i am inside..i know nuts insided....haiz....