poly is different..i only went thru all the pains and laughter and happiness with my 2 best buddies..Cher and Jiayi..we go thru all the shits together..
mention about goin thru all the shits..make me boil...

that monday we suppose to have our PTN lunch..at first we discuss eatin pizza....then suddenly on that day itself teacher told us it was MAC!! can u imagine havin MAC as OTN lunch..jiayi they all went Thai Express...gosh..is so much different...
okie then nvm,....all my classmates..ALL!!! was also like me grumblin about it...and moreover our PTN is not there...so what kind of PTN lunch is that...
everyone is unhappy with the decision..alright..maybe i was the one who over-reacted..but what i said..everyone agree..EVERYONE AGREED!!
then went for class.,happen to be my PTN lesson..then i went in with a black face ready to confront the teacher whey she isnt there with us...but the moment i went in, teacher said" chunpei,i heard u are unhappy with the decision" then i repiled" huh, i thought the whole class?" then she said"no lahz...is u only.." then u come to me and say" i know u only like HIGH-CLASS stuffs or food"

WHAT THE F**K!!! HIGH CLASS!! is not about high class not high class...eatin MAc is fine ready...but we are eatin it so pathetic...havin it at those benches for studyhin..18 ppl cramp at 1 1/2 table...like we are beggin for some food...and i am damm angry bout why is it me only...in the first place is the WHOLE CALSS not happy..but no one wants to stand up and agree... makin me like the ONLY ONE not happy..WHAT THE HELL!! teacher not there everyone showed those uunhappy pathetic poor thing face..in front of teacher all like jus joke with teacher..what hyprocrite..and i really wanna know who is the damm culprit who told teacher i was so damm uunhappy!!! damm it...nearly want to cry out ready...idiot..WHY IS IT ONLY ME?? i know it sounds kinda of rebillious..but come on..it suppose to be PTN lunch and she isnt present but she explain why...but why no one in the calss said that they are unhappy as well...why is it me only ? and when i was grumblin then everyone agree...idiot...
slowly startin to be okie and like my class abit..this kind of stupid thing happen!!! guess i am jus bad luck havin 2B/23 ppl as my classmates..guess they feel unlunncky as well....don like my class.seriously don like...haiz...chunpei one and a half year to go...cher and jiayi make me happy k? hehhe..





Woo...listening to Jay Chou - Yi Lu Xiang Bei..Damm nice..hahhaha..Jay chou is so charming!!! gosh...hahahah...alright..alright..shall not talk bout handsome guys anymore....hahha...

hmmm, have been damm hyper this recent days with jiayi and cher...but i guess happy times wont last..i am afraid..actually i am paranoid now...cos when i am too happy..i realise things doesnt last....i am really afraid now..i want to be happy..but i dare not be too happy cos i am afraid i will be too sad later on...like with my gang..we were havin so much fun last year..but guess happy times doesnt last....we were so separated now...although i never really make any effort in meetin them up...but i also don like the feelin of thre are so many things i don know bou them..but guess someitmes jus have to let the happy things go ya..i don know should i say i am happy with my life now..or feels somethin is missin??i don know...
i have been workin recently, after sch i go work...why?
the reason is simple...if i don work, i will be free...i will have more things to think about unnecessary stuffs which i don want it to happen...and it is impossible to meet up with yen wei almost eveyday..and goin down club now seems so meaningless...i don know why..jus feel so...guess the time that i back off is reachin soon..then everyday after sch, jiayi will go home..cher will meet her friends...then if i go home do what? watch tv..suddenly i lost interest in tv programmes...lock in myy room and keep thinkin of stupid things? NO!! i don want the above things to happen...although i can be super super tired from work, but at least it keeps my time occupired for the time being..haiz...but i am glad now that i am always happy with cher and jiayi..i really seriously hope we will stay liek this for long..seriously..*prayin hard*

and for mj...guesss, it always true that it is hard to juggle both friendship and relationshop isnt it? i mean i am not blamin anyone...is just that we did say if really ouyr gang no more, at least still have the three of us...me yenwei and mj...but guess time doesnt allow us to have the chance to meet up...everyone is busy with different things..haiz...yupz...find it kinda of sad..but there is nothin much i can do....


hmm..but suddenly is all my sec sch friends comin back? ARE U GUYS COMIN BACK?? hahha...cos recently i met up with janice...soon to meet up with sheena and ruzaini right? and lucky i am still close to luo they all...they are all myy sec sch frens left so i will treasure them!!! :) cos to me Sec sch is an important period that i have walked passed...i shed most of my tears there, i let out most of my laughters there, i walked thru my teenage life there, i grew up there, i play my first netball there, i seriously first time fall in love also there, when i first move house it was also durin sec sch,when i first started like soccer was also sec sch, when i learn how to cook also in sec sch, when i learn how to saw wood, and polish arylic also in sec sch,everythin new things i learn is in sec sch, receive any awards also in sec sch,sing on stage as a competition also in sec sch, wearin enthic clothes also in sec sch....gosh..i guess give me one night i also wont be able to name all the first things i don in sec sch....
cos sec sch period really accompany me pass thru alot...is not jus short 4 years like any other clever ppl does...but is 5 years for me..1 year extra....so our bond is strong than any other year right? i miss janice sittin beside me...i miss ruzaini's jokes..and him being a Mrs Wee's Pet....hahhaha....i miss Mr Gan....i Miss my first floor class room!!! and i miss my SEC 4 class..the least students in the class...all take history...i was sittin beside salimi that time..hahha..haiz...yupz...

how i miss my sec sch times..