what is it that is into me? i guess i gone berserk figuring out things...i am tired..really tired...hmm,i guess there are alot lof of different kinds of people...people who are trustable,friendly,unfriendly,see things lightly,see things heavily,easy-going,arrogant,fierce,talkative,quiet,introvert, there are jus too many kinds of people we are facing everyday. you cant jus judge a person by how he/she is by jus talkin a few minutes with them... different people see things in different view..u might be jokin but u never know the person might take it seriously.....theres where conflicts and fights take place...some can take jokes but not all can...there are just too many different kinds of people...hmm...for me..sometimes i think i am very biased at times and have motive behind..i think i am not a good person...always tryin hard to be one...but i think the more i try hard to be one good person...the more it reflects how fake i am...so i think i should jus face and present myself naturally....guess things hasnt gone my way...guess somethings are being exposed...guess somethings i cant avoid...guess somethings i am fadin...guess i am jus not me....
to me,is funny how can a person be so deeply in love with another...those that will go mad without seein that person for jus a day? it amazing...how strong he felt for that girl...its wonderful to be treated this way...but its tiring for both....
but now come to think of it..i think i hate this FOUR words --LOVE!! it always cant get any better.... it brings hurt,saddness and all kinds of problems...many many problems...too much to handle...although it does brings some good points..but i still feels love huurts....
HURRAY!! DONE WITH MY TESTS!! 2 test only..but i like cannot take it le..esp WEBP...wahz..i think i really cannot make it..i don want to fail...haiz..damm it!! then DBMS i also don think i can make it..shit..what if i fail? i don want to forward module..okok..CHUNPEI must study hard okie?
and i am really glad that jiayi and cher is always with me...and we always know how to distress and have funn..i jus love them lots..hahhaha...okie..i am not a les...but as friends..i love them..hehe...
i spent Valentine day eatin Ajisen...hehe..cool..i ate that at hongkong..and now back in singapore..hehhe...nice nicec..yummy nicec..heheh..yeah yeah..and i spent Vday with my 4 dearest fren...Meijie,Yen wei,victor and brandon..hahha..and i love the presents they got for me..thanks thanks..hehehehe....hope u guys like mine too.. :)
today had a little problem while trainin..but i hope wei will be alright.don think too much..i think u think too much le...jus cool..hahaha...
okie..thats all for now...
i was amazed how i could do it..
i was proud of myself..
to shut myself...
but in the end...
i hide in a corner cryin..
i failed again...
tired,sleepy,body aches--Chunpei signin off.....