oh no...caramel is in a lump of super shit...somethin is goin wrong...what is it? she really doesnt understand huumans...even herself..what is her meanin livin in this world? she feel like a useless shit...nothin she can do properly...nothin...haiz...

oooo....i am tired..cos have been goin to the netball booth for the open house...was hopin to see someone familiar..but saw no familiar faces....then today is the deadline for MORG..was rushin last niht..but i couldnt make it....so intend to do it in sch...then after that went to tend the booth cos no one was there...stayed there awhile with nette then went back..cos need to rush my project..then i was in the lab for freakin 4 cold long hours..jus for the MORG..but to my surprise..i manage to finish..in the first place was quite satisfied with my own work..but then upon seein jiayi and cher...mine like no hope...hahhaha..then nvm..after that i went to meet my sir..victor ...he came to my foodcourt to eat..then accompany him eat..then after that went down to the booth and find the rest...was alitte tired and shag...then saw MJ....Wei werent happy...then after that stayed there till 5...long hours..then after that..
YEAH...the gang of us went out again..this time got mary following us...hehe....so long sincec we go town togethere again..hahhaha...but somehow i am happy cos we are goin out together..but somehow i am moody..couldnt make my hilarious laughters...so i was quiet....but was happy to see MJ happy..but hope is really comin out from her heart.....she worry about me bein so unhappy...maybe i am jus tired..but the funny thing is ..if i were to see cher and jiayi at town that time..i will be hyper back again..they always have ways and means to make me hyper..hehe..then today also...awww...gonna miss them for one weekk...hehehe..then after that we walked town area...we are really like in hongkong...took stupid pictures at hereen..aiyo..so malu...hahha...but it was fun..hehe..then after that i remain silent and quiet...don know..hahhah...sorry to say,for no reason i am shedin tears, for nohtin my tears couldnt control itself......when i am alone, it came down jus like that....but hope tml is a better day..tired...will blog tml...haven finished...got more things to write..
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