at every certain times, there are people passing by me....chinese,malay,india,female,male,kids,baby,children,teenages,adults,elderly....
who knows i might know someone at a later time...we merely jus missed each other at
that very second...but if fate allows...we will be friends...takin train everyday...see
many different kinds of people...different types...friendly,isolate,quiet,noisy,readin,hardworkin,sleeping..all kinds of people...
actually isnt it interesting that i get to see so many kinds of different people in this world? i know there are more that i have not yet seen...but at least i saw multi-racial people in my country...
saw loving couple...saw lonely soul..saw laughin friends..saw harmony family...what a beautiful world this can be...sometimes human really need to think on the other side of life...see life in another view..this will in turn allows myself,yourself to be happier....dwell on sad things will only brings u misery...but thats human..human jus love to make themselves look pityful...
i wish i could see more beautiful world outsidee...out of my country...more different kinds of human..different characters..understand every soul...every feeling they try to express...isnt that nice?

till now i am still figuring out..what kind of person am i? sometimes i think i am being too nice...until i feel that i am so fake..but i know that there are two frens of mine that i truly shown them my true self...
but to others..i feel that i am acting..jus actin to show concern..acting to grab attention? am i this kind of person...how can i feel this way? gosh...i feel that the more i act, the more fake i am...but sometimes to some frens..i treat them cold for awhile..but i still be nice..maybe at that point i am pissed at somethin or even them but i kept everything to myself....i know that friendship are the most precious..cos i feel that is really fate that brought friends together..and stay together....not everybody can be close friends..jus like me,cher and jiayi...me,mj,nette.wei and green gang....me and F4...me and hui they all...me and my collegues...yupz..is fate that brought us together..cherishin each other is important...but i feel that love is so vunerable...is can jus destroy someone jus like that..and can make someone feel like flying...is so fragile...can break it jus like that...how could someone make it stronger? i think the answer lies in that person himself/herself..... but how do u know love struck u?

avoiding is somethin i chose,
reality is somethin i scared,
truth is always surfacing,
dare is always not in me,
people i thought could be trustworthy
always turns out wrong.
i am afraid to confide,
i am timid to face.
maybe the reason lies in me.
tryin too hard to please everyone including myself!

all the best to myself for my projects!!! haiz... Uncreatively Chunpei Signin off----