seee orange again...today feelin damm depressed..had my digital video paper today..DAMM!! i should have blame myself..spendin the whole yesterday afternoon online and sleeping...SHIT...i didnt study a single shit...it all went wrong..nothin i did was correct...HOW? in the exam class..all combine..then do do...after around 45 mins...ppl startin to leave the classes...one by one..more and more leavin..moreover most of them are from either my class or buddy class..even my two best fren also left..left me in the class...oh no!!! i know no matter how hard i try to think try to figure out...the answer wont come out!! haiz...then nvm..i hand up my paper and came out from the exam class...DEPRESSED is what i can think of to describe myself..and sad...somemore..today i wear until very retarted..reach school then i realise that i wore until super retarted...SIAN 1/2 ready....haiz...then somemore tml actually can sleep soundly nicely in my bed one..i so stupid go and retake my Os english..then tml have to go to that NORTH VISTA sch to retake which i will feel absolutely akward!!!then see those ppl...i confirm feel sad...remember last year i still take my Os with my best friends in school..everybody so kan chiong...clamin everyone down.,..wishin each other good lucks...in the same exam hall...haiz..but now...go there..don even know any single soul...sadded sia..then is like got paper 1 and 2..then surely got break sia..haiz..:( don think bout it le...anyway havin myt last paper on this thur...then this thur gona have a good time with cher and jiayi..cos i don think we will be seein each other often durin the holidays...hehe...then mmoreover i will be goin hongkong by the time i come back cher is goin taiwan...*jiayi don sad k...i bring hongkong feet back for you...then cher brin taiwan smelly beancurd back for u k* okie i am crappin..haha..but i know we gona miss each other right?? haha..the fun and laugh..oh my..haha..then today in the exam class is sort of like o level exam hall....bring me back to last year..haiz..so memory...is jus that the feelin of the ppl different...in my o level exam hall..everybody smile to each other..lookin so tense...then wishin each other..this exam class..like i don know u u don know me..haiz..i miss those times...my hand is shakin today...that is what my hand will do before every of my O level paper..the O level, the most memorable paper is math paper 1!!i cried!! cos i know i wont do well...i think is paper 1..if i am not wrong..then i came out cryin..then i know for either paper 1 or 2..i also know that i wont do well..cos i wasnt feelin well...i fell ill ...a BIG one...my voicee totally change..bedridden..never study....then result really came out bad..haiz..so fast one year pass..and i was jus passin my wishes to the ppl i nkow who are takin Os today...haiz..last year it was me..i still remember..is like yesterday's thing...but is like ONE WHOLE DAMM FREAKIN NOT A GOOD YEAR PASSED!!!but who cares anyway...jus hope next year wil be one good year for everyone..I REALLY HOPE SO!! and i will be workin on thur with FAD..then there wont be more chances of us workin together..cos i will be leavin for hongkong then when i come bac she will be leavin for aust..then i might be quittin...yupz...wahz..by the time i come back...my cousin leavin for china..cher leavcin for taiwan and fad leavin for aust...woo..everybody leavin me..haha...okok..wish me luck tml then...

To:Ena,Jan,Shyuan,Luo,Vin,Huiqi,Benny,Chiewching,Yeanping,Angeline,Xueying,
wanling, and all those who are takin Os tml...GOOD LUCK k...hehe..