haiz..borin day..nothin much to comment on..nothin much to say about..today is only the first day of the week and i felt restless...felt like it has been like the middle of the week...wonder why...tired...tired...is the whole thing in my head...cant pull myself up from bed in the mornin..have to go sch early in the mornin for audio..argh~~!!!! finally pass up my JAVA...havin my interview tml...hehe..then after that i almost never go for lesson the whole day but audio..cos STSC no more lesson..then Video also..but we went to present..ehhe..the ESPLANDE part is the best manz!! is the best..hahha...nice one..then after taht the presentation is the only best thing that happen today..others sucks..then wasnt very in the mood to joke...don know why....then after that wear alittle slack today..eeekkk...and today i thought i was the only emo one..but my dear fren also..haiz..sort of thinkin..sometime is amazin how relationship can last..somethin is also amazin how relationship doesnt last...what makes it last? what makes it dont?what make it work out?what doesnt? wahz...don knwo the answer to all this question..too much question and doubts abotu love...love is so profound to understand..then my dear fren in sch wasnt feelin okie..poor her..never see her so sad before..hey..cheer up..i still prefer the crazy u...don wanna see u like that..then i was payin much attention to some ppl...don know...what is so happenin to me..i really don know sehz..i think i am really out of my mind...i really changed..ahhhh.....i don want myself to cahnge..really don want....but how come sehz? haiz..i was so cheerful and happy last time..i don know...haiz..bored...
now i shed tears bcos i hate myself...i cry bcos i got no answer to why i changed...i cry bcos so manyh things have changed...feelin like lettin my heart out manz...AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!exams comin manz..and my maths is still like SUCKS!!! SHIT MAN!! how....haiz..then i don know lahz..really donknow...Stress....and today i spent 1 hour jus to draw two person..SHIT sia..my drawin sucks...sucks to the core..terribly....haiz...how how how???
this followin song is currently my favourite...and the lyrics are nice...


Jesse - best day of my life
Woke up around a half past ten
Can't believe that I'm late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my post and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same
It goes to showYou never know
When everything's about to change
Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life
Can't say exactly what it was
She's not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,But from now on
I'm gonna be a different man
Just another day
Started off like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned aroundShe took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life
I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything's about to change
Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ... Had the best day of my life [x2]

Hilary Duff - now you know
in these eyes
are the words
more than anything that i've spoken
as the skiesturn to gray
my heart's just about to crack open
so the story goes
there's something you should know
before i walk away and i blow the ending
Chorus:
i never want to be without you
oh no here i go now you know
what i feel about you
there's no running
i must've been wrong to doubt you
oh no there i go no control
i'm fallingso now you know
feels so right
craving oxygen
all this truth leaves me empty
will you run
can you handle it
cause i need you to tell me
maybe this seems bold
but i'm hoping you'll stay for the happy ending
chorus
no i wont look back when i tell you what i think about you
yeah,yeah,yeah
no i wont look back when i tell you what i think about you
yeah,yeah
so the story goes
yeah you already knowso dont be a fool and go spoil the ending
chorus x2

currently my favorute song..and it describes myy feelin...haiz..hopin tml will be a better day...