yoz..yoz...today is a wednesday..and today is a 15!!15 is special arent it..hahha....but still blur abuot the meetin time and venue...hahha...hmmm....lets see...bout yesterday...we stayed back and discuss about our video project...and at first i wanted to find my fren AHMAD ABIDILLAH to help film..but he wasnt HELPFUL...to help.....he never reply me..but nvm...i found my classmates...to help film....and our actress..is my fren Miss Jiayi...hahhahaha.....funny..funny...but thanks to Jiayi who agree to help act..she is the best man..hahhaa...hahah...okie..then after that went home...and funny ah...ena called me ...then ruzaini called me..everytime if ena called me on that day...then ruzaini will call me one...ask me where the place is..haiz..alamak..in my heart i am still angry with him but i don show it out..okok..
maybe let me say..this blog..and this diary..this journal..is some place that i can write and vent out my frustration...and all my anger...but i will only show it here but not to that person..is hard for me to show my anger on that person i am angry with or even i hate...maybe u ppl can call me hypocrite...but i only do this to my best fren..like i am angry with ruzaini...i only keep complainin here but never showed it to him..maybe there is a time i did..but i never really....i am like that..i can show my temoper to my best fren..i will try to bear with it...cos i have high tolerance limit...i felt so..yupz..so sorry to those who i have offended here one..but it my feelin..need some place to vent it out...
read K-Yeo's blog jus now..he mention that he don know who the frens are like...hey..want to tell him..i am jus like him..he mention abotu the judgement thingy..that he don know how to judge...likewise for me..but i think for him right..is he is not yet expose to our ppl..haven yet encounter many other ppl...htats what i thikn..he jus have to trust himself in makin htose judgement...but for me...is bcos i lost the feelin and lost the moment and lost how to trust ppl...i don trust ppl easily now..i learnt my lesson from alot of ecperienes....yupz...some cant be trusted...and Once trust is broken, u can nevr get it back! i understand it now..yeh..once trust is broken is very hard for u to get or gain it back...i keep makin the wrong judgement cos i see too deep into that person and i don trust them..but once i met the right fren..wahz...i will talk non-stop...jus like my netball frens...and esp carely...yupz...hmm....friends are amazin...yeah..but hope there are frens who stand by me always...hehe...
okok..later still got hte AIDS talk....and later got meetin right..hehe....YUPZ!!! see ya guys....meet earlier ah..haha..