wow...my last update was monday right..on monday i was talkin bout the weekends..i haven been postin cos my COM SPOIL again...SIANZ~~haiz...when i need it,it spoils...haiz...idiotic sia..okok..nvm..then trainin was fine...then when i got home and watch friends..SUPER FUNNY sia..hahhaa...very funny...esxpecially JOEY...haha...then on tuesday is yesterday ah..got maths lesson..then it was like the celebrations for teachers day...i wish i could go back but i cant cos i got lessons..now i regret that i choose SP...cos SP is so so so far far far away from Dunman Sec Sch...haiz..then now i very bored durin trainin and very lonely...cos carely is not in..haha..then yesterday i got two hours break and bought a newspaper and go library and see...then after that i skip JAVA again to do my audio..then it wasnt as smooth as i thought we could do..and today is the deadline..once again i am rushin for the deadline again...haiz..gona have a busy week again..and netball IVP is durin the term breakl..haiz...hope if i play i will play well..haha...then don know lahz..havin test on thur and fri but i know nuts bout it...haiz...how sia..help..then the DVID projet abuot the filmin one headache sia..i want a MALAY GUY AND A CHINESE GIRL..but if i find the malay guy i cant find the chinese girl..if i find the chinese girl then i cant find the malay guy...HOW? if this cant i have to change the story....ahiz..sian sia..how..how..how...
then nowadays, i am super not myself...maybe yeo is right...we have all been emo all this week ...i don know what is goin on with me...i don know what is on my mind..i wish i could be as happy as i use to be..but i arent? am i tryin to be kind? am i tryin to get close to frens? isnt that ppl don like me but i have no idea? alot of questions..i don know...
i haven been happy since i left school..then i still laugh in poly..still joke..but is like the feelin isnt the same as sec sch...in sec sch is really what i feel...i reallt feel happy ....poly..
wahz..difficult to explain..i don know...whats is in me? maybe i am not mature enought to think or whatever...i know that for this whole week when i smile laugh it isnt from inside of my heart..is like my smile is so FAKE!!! haiz..don know lahz...how? whats is wrong with me....
FEELIN LONELY~~~~~

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