i think ppl took advantage of me being easily cheated...hmm..don kow...i can trust someone so much and believe him/her....but there are always somethin that make me wonder "did i trust the right person?" keep tellin myself that i make the right chioce in trustin this person..but in the end i always ended up wrong...WHY?there is this fren of mine that i don wish to make the wrong judgement..till now i still don know who should i believe...haiz..why cant ppl jus live the way they are? if u like tellin lies go ahead..don make those innocent faces that make ppl cheated by u...ARGH~~~BLOG HAVIN BIG PROBLEMS...why? why?
and today in the mornin i was late again to meet jiayi and cherene at the MRT...sorry sorry..i wont be late tml...don know when i cant hear the alarm sound from my phone..haiz..then have been late for this whole week..last time sec sch i never been late...i was always early...okie..maybe it isnt as far as SP...but still far..i am not late..but don know why i am in SP i will be late always...haiz..Sian..then today got the MAths test..common test...i wasnt sure whether i could do it..i never study at night..i went to sleep instead..i lost the stamina to study through out the night as i could last time..i am not as enthu to study as i am last time..haiz..what is so happenin to me?? don know..then today okie ah..quite.. ...... hahha...hmm.then later still need to go back sch for netball but feel like havin a nap..so sleepy..then tml Java test then term break...haiz...don know ah..
A fake smile for u
A fake me to you
What on earth is happenin?
Why am i like that?
This wasnt the real me.
This wasnt what i wanted.
It jus doesnt turn out the way i wish
It jus went wrong somehow.
Things is funny
Things are bad.
You never know
what is happenin next!!!
okie..maybe update at night...want to take a short nap first...