What the hell am i doin today? isnt i like to be such a nice person until ......i got nothin to say sia..i am not tryin to say i am a nice person..but feel like am i suppose to help them?? is like i want to go myself but actually it isnt!!! i also didnt mean that i don want to help them is jus that i feel like a fool again!!! DAMM IT!! BIAN DI ZHI JI!! haiz...whatever ah...nothin to say...then my leg swollen like hell man..it hurts damm!! cant walk properly...and ppl are laughin at me limpin..so sad right? and wasnt in a very good mood today mainly bcos of this elephant leg lahz..SIAN 1/2 ready...but lucky got cherene,jiayi and ting...the whole break we were laughin like hell..my stomach so pain sia..haha...cannot tolerate them sia..but they make sch days fun..YEAH!! and Jiayi also sian 1/2 today after readin that stupid UNCLE friendster...how come apperance can cheat....really..haiz..then today our mood not very good too..then i also don know why i am so okie to help iqbal to type his report out...i think i was out of my mind...i think i wasnt myself today....wasnt feelin good anyway...haiz...my leg is very painful!!! HELP!!! haiz...how sia..i want to play on mon..i don want to sit there and watch them train only...haiz..how sia..i am not goin to work tml..need to see sinseh...have to..sorry ppl in CBTL...sorry..i didnt mean to...have to rest my leg...sorry...then today in idea was actually super borin..i think is a total waste of time lor..but me and jiayi and ting entertain ourself..me and ting was like countin how many ALL RIGHT the teacher will say in every sentencee...super funny lor..then jiayi come over and tell me things about our CHERENE AND EDMUND...hahahha...so funny sia...now i am still laughin..today we tease cherene until she blush..ahhha..right cher? haha..funny sia..maybe edmund really like cher ah..cher...hahaha...then after that i stay in sch until 7.40 and HAKIMI can laugh at how i walk...and IQBAL can mimic how i walk...what sia...so bad sia...hahah...then here i am ...in front of the com..doin nothin and waitin for chattin..haiz..then okie..cher and jiayi..i will go see doc..then monday u all will smell my smelly foot k? hahhaha....don complain ah..haha..then monday i hope that my leg is okie..i seriously don want to be out of the team bcos of my stupid injury..in sec sch my injury wasnt bad uuntil like that..haiz..how ...haiz..HELP!!
there are many things which i never really say...i scared to fall in love...scared to trust ppl..scared to know the deeper inner of ppl...scared to know the truth..scared alot of things..i still haven really grow up..haven learn to accept reality although i have experience quite a nunmber of things..number of things that i keep to myself...i realised alot of things thru alot of experience...mayhbe i am those kind who doesnt tell things to my fren,doesnt really open up...but i am those who can definitely lend a listenin ear and solve and give some advices...I don know how i am feelin now...deep down...so emotional...cos i can cry while i hear a song....i think emo season is comin..haiz...okie lahz..wish my leg will recover faster...PLS PLS PLS....
have to ah..and lets all study for test cos i got test the next next week..and three projects due next week..wish me luck then..hahah..