what day is it today? is wednesday....and i haven see my cool guy in school yet...oh no....haha..never see him sia..haiyo..but maybe tml i will ah..ahhaa..hahha...don know...hmm....what to say today..had a short school day in school...went to java lectures...not listenin not studyin..not doin anythin...waitin for answer for everything..haiz...don know lahz...then when break is sort of like the canteen so empty cos we break early today again..then like no handsome guy to see also..haha...then my canteen seems like got alot of nice food but none are appealin to me...end up eatin my fav fishball...hahahah...then today saw "H" in the canteen...hehe..talk to him for awhile...and he is so cute when he say BYE to me..hahaa..haha..sometimes he do make my day too...but somehow have to control my feelin...somethin is jus so far for me to reach...and even gers in his class say he is good-lookin..bet he got alot of admirers..haha...don know don know don know..have to stay up late to finish my assignment..haiz..headache sia...and my stupid flu still here...so worry about my work..so pack...seems like i got no time at all...i think i have to really work hard..i bet next week gona stay back for almost everyday cos i have to edit my video...aiyho..i hate individual projects!!cos i cant rely on anyone except myself...haiz..how how how? tons n tons of work comin in...but audio finally i complete but it sucks and by tonight i have to complete my STSC report...then the storyboard also..didnt manage to do it jus now..haiz..okie..guess i wont stay online for long..so many things to do...anyway..after someone's GREAT advice i still think that LIFE SUCKS...don try to change my view of thinkin when u don F**Kin care! jus carry on with ur good life...doesnt make any difference to me...haha...hmm..havin netball trainin tml...hope i can tanhan..cos i feel sick..sick sick sick..sian..sian.sian..hope i will recover..khai also sick...so poor thing...we very poor thing...haiz...Fad,sorry to say but i still think LOVE n LIFE sucks..not yet change my view of thinking..but since today, i feel that i no longer miss sec sch ever more than i did last time...maybe i should try to let go of the past..cos i cant and wont be able to hold n remember n still ponder about it forever...as something jus have to let it go..if i don let it go i wont find fuun in sch..but actually i ready find that school is fun with my new friends -JiaYi(she got alot of nicknames like WAN ZAI ZI,QUeen)haha..then cherrene(Mummi-Zi)hahah...and i got one same as me Jerry's lover -ting ting...these three will make me laugh and laugh which i thought i will never be able to laugh like that anymore..and my netball frens make the trainin even more funn and happier...but life still sucks!!haha..thats all about it..update if i want to say anything...take care ppl...