Wahz..is has been like two whole days i never update my blog..ppl..gona spent awhile readin here..is u all are interested...hehehe..i didnt know my blog can keep K-yeo occupied for 30 mins...hahah..K-yeo this one maybe 45 mins ah..ahhahahah...ahhah...see 5 mins wasted..ahhaha...no lahz..okie..back to work...fri..hmm...what happen on fri?OH YA!!i saw the cool guy in school sia..finally man...i was like so shocked and happy..when i see him..i was like"eh..eh..the cool guy the cool guy" haha...he so handsome sia..he wear spec..and i think his hair is really very cool...then i keep murmurin in class that "eh..finally i see the handsome guy"hahah..my frens cannot stand me..haha..then hmmm...want to say about "H"??nothin much to say..or should i say i got nothin to say..i also don know why got one day he lied to me..he told me that his fren want to go but in the end his fren told me that he is the one that want to go?wooo..who is tellin the truth i think is his fren..cos his fren isnt those kind that want to go one...so i also got no idea why he want to lie..but let him be ah...hahah...but even though i thought i like "H" but the thing is that when i see him my heart wont be bumpin...funny..maybe i dont...maybe he is jus another guy that i can look out for in school...the have the idea lesson..super lame sia..we were given a task to do a project -an innovative product...so on fri we present the power point..then is like so lame..the damm idiotic teacher is damm sarcarstic....eeekss....then finish lesson...then jus nice saw hakimi they all and took the same train as them...then hakimi told me that he saw a cute ger yesterday..funny sia..didnt expect him to tell me this kind of stuff...hahaha....then went home...bath go out again...went out to buy vin present...and everyone was late..hahaha...but is okie..cos i took the time to shop alittle..then joey bluff me sia..he can be a little good actor...he small small size but with very wacky ideas up in his head...he joker ah...he keep makein me laugh ....so funny..then after that went to work..i work midnight shift sehz..first time eversince holidays..then work with farihan,izan,farhannah,jermeriah,aka nor and sallehan...okie ah..quite fun ah..but suddenly like little things to do sehz..like very fast do finish the stuffs...funny ah..then in the mornin as i expectedd..did cashier again...then went home with aka nor,farhannah,farihan and izan...first time ...then like so funny...not very comfortable ....then in the mornin reach home then went to sleep cos i was really damm tired..when i do cashier i take orders also like want to sleep sia...so sleepy...then after that sleep until 5 plus wake up..was alittle shocked i wake up so late cos i thought i will sleep until 2+..then go out and meet F4 and joel cos yesterday was vinson birthday..we sort of have alittle surprised for him.,.and after that they went hockey court to play soccer....then i went home first...then after that i work jus now..work in the mornin...haiz...CASHIER again..Sian sia...nothin to do.but cashier...but ialso did alittle EB ah..fun sia...i fallin in love with steamin the milk..hehe...then nothin really much while work jus now..and now i decided to stay at home...i realised i really really don know..seriously don know how to judge ppl....ppl may appear decent in the first place btbu the more u get to know them..the more they reveal themselves....the more u think u judge that person correctly the more it provin u wrong...how sia..i really feel like havin a machine to tell me what kind of and character this person is..so that i wont feel like i keep makin wrong judgement...thats so sad to know that i don know who to trust and who not to...i know now i got one person i really trust...a fren that i never thought i would be close to..wahz..this sentence seems so familiar to myself sehz..i think is hard to fall in love..but is easy to have crushes...cos i find myself hard to fall in love again...i don know ah..alot of different things on my mind now...and sometimes i wonder if something never happen will other things happen in my life..maybe i wil be a happier person now...don know ah..too many things happen ...too many ppl walked passed my life..few stayed by my side..i thought i treat them well but they still walk out of my life..there is no way i can make them stay...the only thing i can do to let myself hurt less is not to make too many good new frens..cos if they do the same thing to me..i will be sad over it....losin ppl in life is never a good thing..and is a heartache which is hard to cure..but if that person is someone u hated..then let him/her go...forget bout it....i appreciated those who stay on by my side and i continued to try my very best to be their good fren...i might not be the best one or what ever...but at least i know i try....those cannot see will get out of my life...those who stay are also those who appreciated..i hope this is what i thought..i hate to have wrong judgement...that make me look so stupid and foolish...damm!!