Sleepin late again!anyway,goin late to sch tml too...but tml have netball trainin...YEah...but everytime want to work on defender..haiz..haha..but nvm more work...haha..can burn fats..but is always netball that make my day brighten and happier...don know why..but it does seems so to me...then today nothin much in school...but i saw the "cool guy"..things are so irony..the person u don wish to see anymore will appear everywhere near u...but those person u wish to see wont even appear near u...funny ah..he isnt cool anymore...haha...mus find another cute and cool and handsome guy ready..if not sch so borin..then today after sch stay in the lab for awhile to do my pro..then jiayi seems so tired..can see..then there are still ppl doin DVID pro..Aiyo...Kan Chiong for them sia...hahah..then in the lab got hakimi and iqbal...then iqbal ask me"eh, today never go down tampines?" haha...funny sia he..i only told him and hakimi twice and everytime they will ask me "eh, never go down tampines?" haha..so funny...then after that i went to meet ena and chal...long time never see ena...then after that ruzaini also came down and ana also came down.....so sad..chal say i grow fat ready..haiz...time to slim down ah..haiz..sian..i hate slimmin session..hahah..then jus finished readin ........................yupz...sorry, i didnt mean to let u feel that way....i never really told u stuffs about me is bcos there isnt anythin nice,fun and happy that happen in my life...those are jus normal like...and bout my crush in sch...is jus somethin that i don really think that will work out..and everyday nothin much is happenin in my life..maybe i am a person who is hard to open up to ppl...i don really tell mym problems to anyone..actually,now come to think of it...i don tell others my pro..i don know..last time jas was my really best fren..i thot she was really the one who i can turn to for help to for my problem..yupz..there was time when we were so close..there were also time when i flood her with my problem...but what i can remember is that she did nothin...Yes..to me like ahmad said...FRENS are important to me!!C.P!!i hope that every of my fren will tell me all their problems and i will know....i cant help but i can give advice...i cant do anythin but i hope by sayin out it does help...after this,i might seem close to alot of ppl, but i never tell them my real problems..maybe jus complain only...i never tell my problems to ruzaini,neither any of the f4.There are alot of things i keep it to myself...but now seriously i don have any problems..and to say the truth....u help me solve one of the problem indirectly....thanks..hehe...i don find any bother or anythin when u tell me ur stuffs...i will be more glad to hear...cos sometime it isnt nice to see my frens sad,depressed..i hate it.....so i hope i can do somethin....but don worry, next time i will tell u things first hand..the hottest new...hehe..and i arent avoidin u...is jus that alot of projects are comin and i am quite busy..sorrty bout that..i really feel sorry that i haven been meetin u recently that u felt so lonnely..and i am sorry to make u feel that way...cos sometime i feel that my energy is runnin out...i hate it when i cant cheer a fren up...u arent puttin me in any difficult situation...and i think i am handlin pretty well....i arent close to..................there are many things i knew..there are many things i hope...there are many things i wish it didnt happen...there are many things i could have forsee...there are many things i could have prevent...i jus didnt realise it...but now alot of things changed..not even a year..i really don dare to think how things will turn out to be down the road...but i hope we will still be frens forever...i am really happy that u treat me as ur best fren...and sorry but i also would still want to be frens with......................hope u don mind...and i hope u trust me in tellin me stuffs and i keep it mummm......but i will promise to tell u myh stuffs from now on!! don find me a pester ah...hahahhaa..hahaa....no...wont angry..and please dont stop tellin stuffs..i don wanna lose a fren like i lost jas.....k....hehe...sorry to make u feel that way....but there are times u have to bear with me..cos i am busy...with school work eh..hehe...*sorry for my frens readin this blog....if i offended any of u while writin this...is my deep down feelin* i might seem to have many frens around here and there..but there isnt really someone i can really openmy heart and tell my problems too..all those who i trust and rely on have left....
life hasnt seems good since i enter poly...there are so much things i have to try to adapt..i hate it man..i miss myh sec sch life...so much of complainin..i stil miss it....argh~~~although poly life isnt bad...cos got cher and jiayi..but i still doesnt feel comfortable at all...i miss my fun and jokes...i miss my frens..i miss all my night class...i miss myself durin that time..sorry to mention but i miss the times when ruzaini,ena,ahmad,faisal and me havin so much fun after lesson..i miss everythin alot...haiz..don know what gettin into me!! gettin emo...hahah...okok..stop here..sleepy ready...ermm....hmm...fad....saw ur blog too..hmm...i know is hard to forget a person...i tried and i succeed...try to see the bad point of him...and try focusin on the other guys.....right..u know who i am referrin to....FORGET HIM!! Guys jus doesnt know how to appreciate girls...they are jus takin girls for granted...but i don condeem al the guys jus becos of some stupid guys...take it easy...u are young arent u..take ur time to find some that suit u...FORGET HIM!! and ya..ENA!! SWALLOW UR FOOD DOWN!!! pls pls ..don torture urself....u know who u will be like if u continue and u know u wont want to be like her..someone jus doesnt worth u doin this....GUYS ARE BASTARD!!But still not all the guys!!hehehe..hehe...