Tuesday, August 03, 2004

haiz..jus now went to the concert..a mini stella concert it was fun and quite okie..but somehow i don know why i jus feel so uncomfortable...seems so funny..then jus now they SPSU official was so fierce and so not polite...we were alittle unpleased at him for somethin ah..then my fren say somethin i think he heard it then he scolded "F**K YOU!" then i was shocked..then slowly we go in..then when my fren walked passed him he shouted "BITCH!!"hey what kind of man are u?they my fren really very pissed and angry somemore my fren very pretty okie...treat a pretty lady like that...then it was also this that i didnt have fun in the concert ah..like i feel gulity..is like bcos of me my fren they all are wan tto go...thats why ah..don know lahz..then i also want to say that i kinda of scared to fall in love again...don know? if you keep lookin out for this person,is this called love?if u wish u could call him and tell him every single thin that happen to u today is it called love?if u treasure the time u talk to him is it called love?u would wish that u could see him everyday is it called love?i don know and i don wish to know...i feel like i am stoppi myself my heart to fall in love....haha..why? i don know...cos i am tired of it..and is always kinda of happen to me that every guy i like......nothin will happen in the end..so why wasted my time? so...don know ah...jus hope feelin don ever come to me...but i am only a simple girl wishin for a simple love..haha...this one also difficult....but even though ppl know that they might end up gettin hurt in a relationship they still crush themselves insidee it...how stupid can us human be??and i am so stress on sch work..seems like everyone is doin their work..but not me...maybe i am more suitable for ITE!this is too stressin and maybe i can only study uunder stressless environment..cos durin sec sch...i feel no much stress..haiz..don know lahz..life goes on doesnt it?

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