days are same...things arent changed..lesson still carry on...ppl still passin by..clashes still happen...today was the earliest day i finish school..so me and two other of my sch fren decided to go town to shop and buy some shirts or whatever...actually when i reach my block i saw class 1b/22 students so i thought maybe i might see hakimi or iqbal...but never see....then we went into class...then i was like tellin my fren :"eh...i think hakimi next door eh".....haha..ya..they havin video lesson then me same again havin that borin java lesson..then i wonder why some students from that class went to like see the digital cam....but there are some stay in class..then i think he saw methen we like smile smile....don know lahz..then after that never see him again...then today lesson was totally borin!!then we watch music video in the computer...cool..hahaha...watch matchbox 20,usher,bon jovi,avril....ahaha.....then sayin about the part goin town...say already also sianz...also don know why...cos i went down....took out some money..intend to shop for some clothes or anythin else...but in the end never get anythin..so frustrated...and i wasnt even window shoppin...is like walkin..wat the...then feel like not happy..cos i go there for a motive but was successful...haiz..nothin to buy sia...they feel so tired and lethargic....they when on the way i walked to PS....i thought maybe i walked and see whether bani is there..but i saw someone cool....but i don think is him...and i went to have a closer look and i don think is him...and at that point of time...i remember the look and smile of bani...haiz...don know lehz...i wanted to say...time really can heal all wounds...last time i don believe...but now i do..but the bad part is....the time u take to heal the wound..u might only need one month...but worse will be maybe a year?but slowly the wounds will be heal..but a scar will always be left deeply unheal...*is the same logic as u fall down...then it bleed...then it hurts..then it take a few days to recover with feelin the pain..but the scar will always be left there..if u are lucky the scar will be gone..but if u are not...the scar will be deeply still intact* it will show how hard or how deep u fall.....and u will always be reminded that why u fall and who are the ppl that make u fall..thats the bad part of it..memories of this fall cant be erased...and i don know what i am doin also...jus hope that i wont lost contact with ena,ana and ruzaini...cos they were the closet frens which accompany me thru my loneliness time....and ena lets see things in a brighter and optimistic side...~~Look on the bright side of life~ haha...and we wont lose contact no matter what..and hope siew hui they all will be workin hard and scorin well for their As...is important and stressful sia...but i believe they can do it!! all the best.....hmmm...havin netball trainin tml...hope i can tan han thru..havin body aches everywhere..esp my stomach..when i laugh so pain....haiz..hahah..okok...uuntil here....
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