Emo today....

haiz...today supposed to go sch for the orientation programme..but i really couldnt pull myself up from my bed..then i jus heck care and continue sleepin and never go school..anyway,i think it will also be a waste of time goin sch for that orientation programme...haiz..then somemore tml flag day..then i kanna BOON KENG Mrt station..jus hope that maybe bani need to go sch to settle somethin before goin to work..then maybe i will see him there...haha..i am dreamin too much..then i wake up and play computer until 3+ then my mum today took half day off..then i intend to go ikea cos i need to buy stuffs or boxes to keep my sec sch stuffs..too much thing that i cant bear to throw..then my dad went to pick her..then she called back ask me to get ready..then i say i go bath ah..then when she reached home,she change her clothes..then when jus about to get out of the house,she say"i took half day off intend to stay at home and rest" then i like...ok lahz..don want to go ready..then she says nvm,jus go..then i not happy..then i say don want lahz..don disturb me..i don want to go ready...then never go..then i am like thinkin..if u don want to go jus say lahz..still ask me to bath get ready..wat the!!then i am like thinkin if never go,later i go jog..then still want to make me bath..then i not happy with her...never talk to her...then i watch tv,went joggin,came back watch tv,bath..then went out..i went to meet my ex-collegues..too bad eve never go..if not i surely happy one..but at least chris went..hmm...chris become more good-lookin..maybe i like the sun-burned look ion his face and his hair...ya..then i thought that intend not to eat one..but still eat...see my stomach blugein out now..haiz...sian sia..then now abit sleepy ready..but waitin for the soccer match..holland VS portugal...i really hope HOLLAND will win..cos their jersey is my fav. colour..orange and i want portugal to lose cos they make england lose...haiz..then so sian sia..nothin to do..then khairi also like very weird..keep askin me whether i am okie..whether i am fine...but i am okie..nothin wrongs with me...haha...then i check my workin schedule...both fri and sat 4pm-1am...then sat alone at kisok somemore..haiz..then i don understand why fad also never kanna until 1 but i kanna..i think CBTL "love" me so much...then suhaidah ask me to go clubin that day..then i don want to follow.first waste money..then second i alittle scared...hehe..timid ah..then really sian now..nothin to do..waitin for the match..hope my eyes doesnt close by that time..then today no one to chat with me...yesterday so many..today don have..haiz..pathetic...nvm..maybe i do my maths...haiz..okie lahz..hope holland win.."ruzaini score a goal ah"hahhahha.....ARGH~~~gettin fatter and fatter!!!!! :(