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no tittle it shall be...wat am i gona do..havin mixed feelin todday...happy for awhile then sad for the whole day..and tired for the rest of the day..i thot this blog should help me to vent my fusration on or watsoever..but what i bring myself was more trouble..haiz..this blog was revealed!!i thot it might be a good idea..but i was totally wrong...it should never be revealed....revealin this course alot of misunderstandin and everythin..i didnt think that things would go so bad..haiz..thot i would be havin a fun day today but was wrong again..had flag day for school..then our station supposed to be at boon keng..but don know somehow some decided to go farrer park which is NO PPL at all..then end up eatin around the area there and took train back to somerset to try our luck but is that there are too many "our own ppl" no choicee have to shift..then we went toa pahyo...then is wasnt so bad..i manage to collect 73 bucks...then after that i meet tbl and went orchard to walk...saw alot of things to buy again sia..then i saw this real madrid sweater..oh my god*jaws drop*is was so fantasically so nice and gorgeous..thinkin should i get it?moreover is special edition...then postin my blog add was a mistake..a total mistake...ended up to more saddnes..*FAD...i am sorry if some of my words are too violent or hurtful*but somehow sayin all those "SUCKS F**K!!" this is the only place which i can say it or rather write it out..cos i don scold vuglar..so i have to write it out!!thats why some part might seem violent and hurtful..jus hope things that are over are over...lucky sat i at kisok wont be seein u...if not i don know how to face u...jus need tto write it down here so that i wont have all the feelin stuck or hidden in my heart..cos some things i don have frens to turn to...i am so sorry..postin my add was definitely a mistake!!i didnt know that it landed my fren in ...........what am i goin to do?feelin like deletin this blog webbie..okok..can i say somethin happy for awhile...i went to OR ORCHARD...then wanted to take alook whether bani is there..and turns out to be he is there..then i went over and say hi to him cos i might not have more time to see him..cos sch startin soon...then i went over and talked to him..luckily he was alone..and my legs were alittle wobbly when i walked over*blush*..then we talked...after that he make a drink for me..it was nice..with the chocolate bits..had quite a nice chat..haha..so funny..i from sales line want to change to F&B line...then he from F&B line want to change to sales line..haha...he really have a nice smile..but i think he got GF ready..but it good to be fren anyway...hehe...okok...i donknow lahz..feel like gettin away from everyone now...feels like i want to be alone!!! goin somewhere no one knows me...jus like the meteor gardeen....SHANCAI...then hope LEI(wonder who will that be)will come and find me..hehe...that was a nice show..love is amazin arent it??