the launch day of my blog

today is the launch day for my blog..decided to create a blog so i can vent my fusration on this blog(bad eh)...hehe..had a tried day today...work..and work...and recently many past things keep flashin back in my mind which made me have a sleepless night for two days...i don know why...and there are really too many things which i jus wish i could forget which i can't..and i am not sure whether izzit that my forehead stated "PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!"cos,one of my chinese manager and this SENIOR keep askin me to do this do that....F*** them!!!haven finish this then want to ask me to do another..think wat...am i superwoman or a ger with many hands??????? hate to hear.."CP later help me do this..CP later help me to that" i am thinkin.."eh..u all no hands no legs..cannot do urself izzit?" a bad job i got...haiz...never had a great day at work...and i am very tried but don wish to sleep...and i want to go shoppin tml..but i found no one to go with..am i pathetic?? seems that i have alot of friends..but when i want to go out..i jus cant seem to find anyone to ask out..haiz..anyway,those close friends of mine are gone!