how should i feel?

haiz..i don know wat to say..totally upset bout the france and england match...still cant believe my favourite player miss such an important penalty...haiz..i am really sad over it...really sad.. :( haiz..totally no mood the other day..and i was supposed to work yesterday...but i am really sad..got no frens that i can talk to workin on that day too..was a damm tired day..and i heard a piece of very bad news today..real bad that i don know how to react..i still cant believe that somethin like this have happen..both my best frens broke ........ but i hope its jus for the time being..maybe jus to let each other cool down for a moment..not somethin thats gona stay like this forever..cos i know if this were to happen then the time we see each other will be so much more lesser...haiz...how should i take it..and i realise i am gettin fatter and fatter but i jus have the temptation of keep eatin and eatin..hehe...okie..write till here ...