ARGH~~~

haiz..super sad!cos england draw with portugal...gona have more hard games!!!wahz..really left speechless!!england cannot be too happy if they went in a goal first..see what happen next..france is like that..portugal is also like that...jus cant uunderstand when this happen!!really have quite alittle high hopes that england will dominate the game and win but in the end..i am left speechless..ashley cole played very well defence,beckham also not bad...haiz..portugal is jus plain too lucky to shot in!ok..enough of soccer..havin been postin since monday..cos actually,tue not suppose to work..but my "CLEVER" fren really piss me off..i never put schedule for mon to wed cos i thot i might be goin to sch camp but in the end i never go..so thot,ok ah..take this three days as a rest ah..then tue night not enuff ppl work..so kak nor called fad and asked her to go work..then fad say"aiya,no fren lehz..don want ah..if got fren then i go work"then kak nor say"ok..give me CP's no,i call her"then i never pick up the call cos i thot it might be ppl from sch called..then in the end fad called and say"CP wanna work tonight anot?they got not enuff ppl."then i say ah"i cannot go work bcos i ready tell them i am goin camp,i also tell kak elly say if i never go camp i will call in and fill up my schedule for mon,tue and wed"then she say"oh,i ready help u tell that u last min not goin camp"AT THAT point i feel like strangling her!!!cos,isnt it obvious that i want to take a rest and don want to work!!!then still can help me excuse why i need to go work..say wat:"oh cos u wanna M.I.A for coffee bean right,so i thot u want to work as many days as possible first"i am like thinkin"eh,who are u to find excuses for me for what i goin to do or not goin to do?damm irritated and pissed and super angry with her for that..everytime tryin to help me decide things and findin lame excuses for me!EH..come on lahz..i don need that lahz..then today i decided not to go to work cos wanna watch soccer at night...then i told her..then she got no objections..OF COS AH..tonight got lukman and firadus workin wat..why she need me!!SEE..thats wat i say..some of my frens took me for granted..and tml they not workin..keepin tellin me"CP..tml must come work k"Wat u take me for?? replacin some frens when they are not around!!Come on lahz..i don like to be replacement!!think wat?idiot..damm ass!!had enuff man..then also don know how to be independent..go where also ask me to go along..never think ppl tired right..then ask u out..findin excuses for me!!instead for urself..wat...say"don want lahz..later scared u tired!"okie..maybe u are jus being concern but to me..NAHZ..u are jus tryin to find lame excuses about me so that it wont reflected that u are not the one who cant go out!Pls lahz...wahz...if i were to blow up...we can say bye bye to each other!!DAMM PISS with her!!!haiz..okie..enuff of her..the more of her the more angier i get!then today i went out in the mornin to palangwan beach but made a wasted trip cos there is basically no SUN!!!waste my time!!!then after that i met khai to shop and look for fad's present..haiz..i am being bad..sayin bad things bout her and here i am shoppin for her bday gift...alamak!!!wat am i doin??then yesterday,i went out in the afternoon and shop for the whole afternoon..and bought a skirt that i like alot and shoes and a new cap...then buyin jeans too..but am i gettin fatter or is the cuttin gettin smaller??haiz..then i saw EVE!!!wahz..so happy to see her sia..cos so long never see her le..hehe...really happy..then somemore i saw bani!!oh my..now i realise he really got a nice and charmin smile..hehe..then we chat for less than a minute cos he got work to do!hehe..but at least and at last i met him!!!hahaha..quite happy lahz..hehe...tml workin at kisok alone..hope it will be fine!!hehe..okie..all the best to me...haiz..still sad over england's draw game!!!!!!