beauty of fireworks.

I have always love fireworks because of the beauty of it. It has been long since i went to watch Fireworks "live" rather than on TV. I had a good spot of the fireworks show and was really touched by the magnificent scene that i saw. Every sparks, every shot made me so touched that tears would have roll down my cheeks. 

i remembered this was how i describe fireworks before,

fireworks bring with them excitement, happiness and emotions,

every sparks, every shot is deemed to surprise you in everyway,

you are not able to imagine how beautiful it will be, 

but upon seeing it, you will fall deeply in love with it.

however, fireworks will be gone in an instant, 

you are not able to have it forever,

but could only remember how beautiful it was. 

it is the same for love, 

love gives you excitement, happiness and emotions, 

every action, every words will touched your heart,

you cannot predict the outcome of every relationship

but you are deeply in love at the moment,

however, love might be gone suddenly,

you are not able to have it forever, 

but could only keep the beautiful and sweet memories deep in your heart.

the above has been improvise but the meaning i am trying to convey is the same. No matter how beautiful the fireworks are, the disappear in less than 20 seconds, you are not able to have them forever but could only remember how beautiful they once were, and the happiness and emotions they bring you. The same goes for love, you never know is this is an ever-lasting love, but when it is gone, there are only memories left to remember and to reminisce. 

Although, fireworks are only there for a short time, but the beauty of it let you forgive the short stay they are able to accompany you. I love fireworks, let me find someone who love fireworks and will go around just to watch fireworks! *wink*

This phrase caught me deeply, but it sounds more meaningful in chinese. so find this version of my thoughts in chinese somewhere................

she once told me, " if you have already meet the best person you deemed he/she is, no matter how fantastic or good others came by your life, it will never be the same, no one can replaced the best in your heart "

it is really true, take my lecturer for example, he was really good, fun, humorous and young! I really enjoyed his lesson and would never want to miss a single lesson. So a new term starts, and i drag all the other lessons, because he already scored over what full marks could give, and no one can be like him. So it is really tough to replace the best in you. 

Now, it occurred to me, that each incident in my life, makes me realize that i do remember every single thing she once told me. So, i cannot expect another person like her to come by, because she is already the best advisor, the best people that swung by my life. I have to let her shift out to let a new person comes in, because if she stays forever, there won't be space for a new tenant.