changed blogskin

was jus happy to annouce that i changed my blogskins after so long..and this one..the picture on the right..i madee one...i wanna put them there...hmm..actually upon learning web publishing help me in understanding this html codes alot...a good thing it is..and i am happy with my blog..moreover there is song now..will keep on constantly changed my song..now then i feel to blog more often cos of the new blog..hehehehe...lovin it...oh yeah...holiday sucks..so bored!!!! hehehe....

hmm..it has definitely been a long time since i blogged....maybe there is nothing much to say or no feelings to talk about..or no mood to even write things out...hahha...okie..whatever..

maybe next time i will only blogged after watching some shows..cos everytime after watching some shows,it might enlightened me in some sense..or teach me something or showed me something that i always missed out...

dreams we always have...
but hard to reach it..
some managed too
its not that they are lucky but is because they worked hard..

hmm...sometimes i wonder...is it a blessing to be loved by two persons? who will u choose then? the one who always care,feel,concern ,always there when u needed someone,stands up for u, very gentle towards u or the one u loved but always make u sad and cry?
if u were given this choices..what will be your choices then? cos i am watching this show...somethin about this...i feel sad for the guy that loved the girl so much but in the end gets nothing in return...althought i would want them to be together but as much so i also want the girl to be with the guy that she likes too...

although i know this kinda of things wont happen on me...but girls always think...so i once put myself in the actress's shoe.. if i were here...who would i choose? the one who is always there for me or the one who i loved but makes me cry? i keep asking and thinking..pondering and wondering..i don know...i am prone to gentle and caring man...i am soft-hearted...i am frickle-minded...
who knows..maybe i will choose the one who is always there for me...

anyway..that show is nice..sometimes i wonder how the scriptwrite could producec suce attractive,sad,ups and downs show? hmm...anywya..who says watchi too much shows no use..ifor me..there always meaninig to each show... :)

Remoto Control

Life is always unpredictable....
should i be awarded a remote control
where i could control my life..
i want my channel to filled with happiness...
i switch to a comedy channel...
when i could avoid watching sad shows..
that will in turn make my life without sadness...
when i wish to control my life...
live it the way i want...
the remote control will assist me...
he could only controlled by me...
he have no power to make me sad...
cos i will be the one controlling...
i chose the way of life...
i chose the sequence in life..
i chose the up and downs in life...
isnt it wonderful....